Kurt E. Jaissle
Michigan
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     Kurt E. Jaissle lives in Michigan and is a perpetual student, as well as a fiction writer.

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Eriu’s Pawn

           I stand in the middle of a lush forest. Birds of blues, reds, and silver fly about, singing their songs. Small forest creatures scuttle around for food. I can see the fallen leaves part as a chipmunk runs up a tree. The trees’ long branches, still holding orange and yellow leaves, embrace the chipmunk friend. I smile at the irony of this. The forest is so full of life, and none of them know what today is. I looked up and saw the sun at its zenith. The tree tops reached for its warmth with their long skeletal fingers. As I looked, a dragon flew by, blocking the sun out for a second. Its long wings and strong body glistened with water. He must have just come from the lake to the north. A few griffins trailed after it, hoping it would leave them scraps from its kill.
            I’ve been waiting for this day for a long time now. At first I didn’t know it was coming. Those first few centuries of life leave my mind a little hazy; I can’t be expected to remember everything. But after my isolation in the cave for a few millennia I had time to think, and remember. To remember everything I did. So when I emerged from that cave, leaving those beautiful crystals behind, I knew this day was coming. I had much to do before this day arrived, granted. I had to journey to Avalon and get Arthur so he could finish his work. Heh, those were some good times. He and I swept from the north and restored his kingdom and of course magic. With that the unicorns, dragons, phoenixes, fairies, elves, and whole hosts of magical creatures came back to the earth. It was a dream come true for me and him.
              But, that was a long time ago. I leaned on my staff as I walked over to a large rock. I sat upon it and looked around. I enjoyed the smell of sap and leaves. I treasured the sound of wind caressing the pine trees and the bees buzzing. The roughness of the rock felt good on my hand. It was an old rock, much like myself; weathered, cracked, but still hard and sturdy. It was a testament to time and history. No matter what happened the rock just sat there watching. It was caught up in the flow of time and history just like me. I looked at my hand, which was smooth and as strong as any young man’s. I reached up and rubbed my chin out of habit. I forgot I had shaved the beard off, the smoothness felt awkward. I chuckled at the thought of how odd I must look with a clean chin. Rhine was going to get a kick out of this. She should have been here by now. Where was that unicorn?
             She trotted out of the thick cover of the trees, like a sword cutting through fog. A couple fairies flew around her head like a swarm of flies. Their gossamer wings caught the sunlight and sparkled like a rainbow. Rhine’s long pearl horn caught the light and sent out rays of brilliance. Her soft white skin and yellow mane were clean. Fairies picked her clean at night, but usually didn’t follow her around. Yet, today is special, this maybe the last time they see her for a long time. “Merlin, what happened to the beard?” she asked. Her voice was like satin. It wrapped around me like an old love and eased my fears. The fairies giggled at my clean face.
           “I shaved it, Rhine. Needed the change,” I replied.
           “Even after all these years and lifetimes, you still can amaze me, Merlin. Last time you had a thick beard full of tree twigs and were naked. I miss the beard, but am glad you are wearing those brown robes this time.”
            I chuckled. “For a unicorn, you’re rather bashful.”
She snorted. “Old human males are disgusting when naked. All those wrinkles and folds remind me of death. You know how I can’t stand seeing a dead animal or tree.”
            “Yes, which is why I appeared naked last time.” I walked over and patted her head. One of the fairies flew over and touched my face. Her hand felt soft and delicate. She kissed my chin lightly. I smiled and said to Rhine, “You’re still as beautiful as ever Rhine. Do you ever show age?”
            She pawed at the ground and shook her head. The fairies giggled again.  “You know I don’t. Even on a day like this, I am as majestic as the day I was created. Eriu would never have her guardian look as old as you love to appear. I’ll never get used to seeing you this young.”
            I stared at her horn. A fairy was sitting on the tip of it. It came to such a sharp point. That dagger-like point could rend any foe to bits. As a wizard I’ve had to deal with insane unicorns before. I know what is coming and the fear returns. I always stayed far from the horn’s reach. Not even Rhine’s satiny voice will keep me calm. I closed my eyes and looked away. “Rhine, don’t worry. You won’t see me like this for long. In a flash you’ll be beside my mother nursing baby Merlin.”
            “A flash for you maybe, not me,” Rhine said sadly. “Merlin you have no idea how lucky you are not to have been around during the Creation. It is such a chaotic and painful time. Eons of darkness, then a sudden explosion of light, followed by god after god fighting and killing. You don’t have to watch worlds being built up by a caring, loving hand, only to have some power hungry lunatic blow it all to pieces.” Rhine walked around the clearing sullenly. The fairies stopped circling her and landed on her back. Their wings drooped in sadness.
              I do forget that this moment isn’t just painful for me. All those that have to rebuild after today have a much harder task ahead of them. Still I can’t feel too much sympathy. After all I was created in order to die. I moved from my rock and looked back to the sky. It was empty and the sun had moved. Around me the sounds of the forest began to die down. The birds stopped chirping and the animals stopped foraging. There was a stunning silence. It had started. If only Eriu would let me stop this.
               “Does Eriu let you remember everything from the beginning?” I asked Rhine.
               “What an odd question, Merlin. Does she let you remember everything?” she replied.
               I shook my head. “No. From birth I’m given snippets of the future. It is why many called me a prophet. They are just memories of the other times I’ve gone through time though. Even when I live backwards in time, I don’t remember everything. At certain crucial moments my mind fogs over and I forget, like when Nimue trapped me.”
                “Then why should it be any different for me? I am a servant of Eriu’s as well. If I was to possess all my life times of knowledge I would risk undoing her work; just as you would. That is why she makes us forget. It is destiny.”
                “But why does time have to repeat like it does? Why must the Romans gain such power only to fall under their own weight? Why can’t we mold civilization with our knowledge and create a utopia?”
                “That is not Eriu’s way. She had a plan for everything. If a Utopian society existed, why would you work so hard to manipulate Arthur’s conception? Without conflict Arthur and you wouldn’t exist,” Rhine said. Her voice seemed forced, as if she didn’t believe in what she was saying. It seemed rehearsed and memorized.
               “We wouldn’t be needed if there was peace. The world wouldn’t have died under Man’s Greed then.”
               “Quiet, Merlin! You know how Eriu doesn’t like to be questioned. Just go along with the flow. You’re immortal and know more then most gods. Be happy with your gift and just do as she says.”
               “By the way, where’s Eriu?” I asked Rhine.
               “She is coming. She had to take care of one last thing,” Rhine said.
               “Oh?”
               Rhine nodded. “She had to take care of Nimue. She got out of control this time. She didn’t want to die. She upset the balance by refusing to lay the foundation of the destruction. You know that her blood is needed as a catalyst. So, Eriu went off to kill her.”
               My blood went cold at the mention of Nimue. I still cared very much for her, even after she put me in that cave. Love is funny like that I suppose. All she wanted was my power, she never cared for me. Now she was about to upset the cycle for her greedy ambition. A part of me wished she wouldn’t die, but that was pointless. Eriu was ruthless to those that didn’t follower her design. Fate is cold like that.
               I thought back on the last time I saw Nimue. We weren’t far away. I was at the shore of the lake to the north singing her a song about Prometheus stealing fire from the gods. I always had a fascination of the Greek gods. My mother would sing me to sleep with their tales. The tales of Prometheus were always my favorite. I had my small harp out and I was singing and dancing up the shoreline. Back then I had my long white beard and looked very old. She was young, only in her 20s. Her long golden hair and blue eyes enchanted me. I couldn’t help but forget the future in her presence.
                “Merlin, show me the Crystal Cave again.”
                “Now, my dear, I’ve showed you that cave a thousand times. You know I can’t teach you everything about magic in there. Out here, with the waves lapping on the shore and song in the air, this is magic.”
                She shook her head in frustration. “Magic is power, the power to make the world over how you want. You’re old and have become complacent with the evils of the world. You need to rain fire down on the enemies of Arthur; that is the only way you can free Albion.”
                I laid my harp on the beach. “Ok, Nimue, let’s go into the cave. Perhaps I can show you something reflected in the crystals.”
                She smiled and ran into the cave. “Come on Merlin, hurry.” She giggled in delight.
                I sighed and followed. Something in me was telling me something. My prophetic skills were trying to come out. Something about Nimue blocked those. I couldn’t think straight around her. Even my magic was chaotic around her. I once caught her dress on fire trying to make a plant grow. There was this strange aura about her. Still I couldn’t walk away from that beautiful face or look away from those enchanting eyes. I walked into the dark cave. Nimue didn’t wait for me; she must have run for the room of crystals. I slammed my staff on the floor and a blue light formed at the tip. The cave was illuminated and I walked slowly.
                 When I entered the crystal room the blue light bounced around. Millions of crystals lined the walls. Each glowed a soft white. I saw myself reflected in them. Nimue wasn’t anywhere. I looked around and saw nothing but the crystals. “Nimue!” I yelled. Fear gripped me. Perhaps she had fallen and was hurt somewhere. I turned and ran from the room. I reached out with my magic, feeling for her presence. It lead me back to the entrance. I ran as hard as I could. I tore the robes from my body to give me a long stride. I was panicked. I couldn’t bare it if a rock had fallen on her and she was hurt.
                  At the entrance she was standing with a sly smile on her face. She wasn’t hurt at all. Relief flooded my body. “Nimue, you’re ok, you had me worried.”
                  “I’m fine Merlin. I feel better than I have in a long time.” She drew a line in the sand. The ground was already full of archaic and magical symbols. They were all symbols of power and entrapment.
                  “What are you doing? Where did you learn those markings?” I asked. I felt the tingle of powerful magic being used.
                  “This is something Morgan taught me,” she said playfully.    Morgan Le Fey, Arthur’s half sister, a crazed witch that desired the throne. I should have known Nimue would have approached Morgan for a quick lesson on magic. Her desire for power was great. Morgan would have loved to teach Nimue in order to get rid of me, which is happening. What a fool I am. She made a quick gesture with her hand. The air around the entrance to the cave condensed. I tapped my staff against it, solid. Before I could cast a spell roots sprang up from the ground, wrapped around my ankles and flipped me to the ground. I landed on my back, the air rushed out of my lungs. She made another gesture with her hand and my staff leapt from my hands, the blue glow faded. “I’m tired of you Merlin. You may be the greatest wizard, but Morgan will teach me what I need to know. You are just a dirty annoyance I can no longer tolerate. Since this cave is so precious to you, I’m going to trap you here so you can watch as my power grows and I surpass you.”
                  She thrust out her hands and a cold wind enveloped me. A high pitched scream cut through the cave. Through my bond to magic I felt some of the crystals shatter. The cave shook and more roots sprung from the ground holding me down. I felt iron chains of magic wrap around my body. I couldn’t think, everything was happening too fast. How could Nimue be doing this to me? Didn’t she love me? Hadn’t I always been loving to her? Thankfully I passed out.
                  When I awoke Nimue was gone. The roots still held me. I whispered a quick word and they turned to ash. I sat up, called my staff to me and touched the condensed wall of air. It was still solid. I tired my magic, but it fizzled out before it could destroy the wall. It was then that my prophetic powers returned. I knew I would be trapped here for millennia. I sat down and sighed.
                  Rhine nudged me gently with the side of her horn. “Merlin, forget about Nimue.”
                  I looked at her. “What makes you think I was thinking of her?”
                  “That stupid look on your face, the one you have every time you think of her. Stop it; you have more important things to worry about.” Rhine was right, but I still couldn’t help but think of the past. Today was all about the past after all.
                  “Merlin! We are behind schedule,” a strong voice came from the trees. It had an earthy tone.
                 “Ah, Eriu, Goddess of Fate, I had just asked Rhine about you. She told me about Nimue,” I yelled back.
                 Eriu emerged in a long green gown. The fairies that swirled around Rhine darted away in a panic. Eriu’s presence could turn away the bravest and kindest of creatures. Nothing knew when Fate would come calling. Her brown locks tumbled down her back. She walked with purpose. Her hands were stained with blood; sticky wet blood. Her voice was familiar. Even after all these years I remembered Eriu’s voice. That voice was like leaves blowing in the wind and a flowing brook at the same time. Gods and goddesses always have voices that are distinctly theirs.
                 Eriu walked over to Rhine and touched her horn. A small amount of blood stuck to that horn and it made me shiver. “You’re so formal this time, Merlin. I feel as if something is amiss. You aren’t planning anything are you? Things aren’t going as well as they should. People are acting differently. This would be a very bad time to do anything I have not planned.” Eriu looked at me. “Where is your beard?”
                 I cleared my throat. “I shaved.”
                 “That is what I am talking about. You are supposed to have a beard, Merlin. Little things are out of order.”
                 “As well as big ones,” I replied.
                 “Yes, I would call Nimue’s actions a big misplacement. I see Rhine couldn’t help but tell you. We don’t have much time. I was so hoping to visit some more with you Merlin.” Eriu sounded sad. I actually believed she wanted to spend time with me.
                 “Eriu, what would happen if we just let the end come and destroy us?” I asked.
                Eriu looked at me as if I had just slapped her. “Merlin you know that would mean the death of me and all of existence. How can you say such a thing now?”
                “Because, I’m old and tired of this.”
                “You will have plenty of rest soon enough, Merlin. You’ve been granted immortality through your magic, you can’t feel old.”
                “Eriu, you may know what will befall all living creatures, but you still do not understand us. Few gods and goddesses do. Don’t you see that making time repeat over and over again is a strain on me? It is a strain on all of us who remember.” I walked over and held Eriu’s hand. “Please let it end. Let us see what would happen without our interference.”
                Eriu pulled away angrily. “You would have me turn away from my duty? I am Fate, Merlin. I am the guiding hand that keeps the world together. Without me, all that would be left is anarchy. I created you as a vessel from which to work through. You are one of my many pawns. You are the one who guided Arthur and taught him how to be a good king. You are the one who brought him back and saved the Earth from itself. Soon you will be the one to restart time. A goddess can’t act so intimately with the world. Our power would wane quickly. We would end up human or worse. Only a creature of flesh and blood can do these things. You, Merlin, are that creature. A human with magic has the power of the gods and the ability to walk unhindered in the world of man. There are constraints on me Merlin. Constrains I do not like. Please don’t make this harder than it has to be.”

 

 

 

                 Arthur. The way she said his name disturbed me. Arthur was my best friend. While in the Crystal Cave I longed to talk to him and it pained me to watch as Mordred, his bastard son with his half sister Morgan Le Fey, brought his sword down, cutting Arthur from the shoulder blade to the gut. For in the cave, I could see what happened on the outside world in the crystals. A strange twist of fate happened soon after that. Nimue came to Arthur, as the newly named Lady of the Lake, and took him to Avalon to heal. That was the Nimue I loved, the person I saw she could be. I also knew that one day I would go to Avalon and give him back his throne.
                The magic of the Crystal Cave had faded and I was free. Time was short though and I couldn’t enjoy the fresh air as much as I would have liked. Man had risen in power and harnessed a power that rivaled my magic. This power was called science and had remade the world into grey blocks. Tall buildings dotted the skyline instead of trees. The rivers and lakes were black with sludge and the sky was thick with smog. As I walked I could feel the world dying, being chocked by man’s science. The few people I passed walked about in a daze. Their eyes were glazed over and were afraid to look at anyone. They ducked and hid from my eyes. England needed her old King back.
                So I journeyed to Avalon as quickly as possible. The island was still hidden by the mists and safe from the corruption of this world. I rowed out to the island in an old wooden boat I found at an abandoned house. A quick spelled parted the mists and Avalon was exposed to me. I walked onto the island and was stopped by two hooded Priestesses dressed in plain grey robes.
               “Who are you?” they demanded.
               “I am Merlin. Let me pass, I have business with Arthur.” I didn’t have time to deal with guardians, especially the decedents of Nimue. She had once again turned from the Light and was trying to seduce the current ruler of England in the hope of manipulating more power.
               “Merlin died many years ago. It was so written in the book of the High Priestess Nimue, before she left to wander the world beyond the Mist. You must be a thief from that world desiring to steal our secrets. Many have come and many have died.” The two spoke as one. They were sorceresses. I could feel the magic they were summoning. The air crackled with it. Nimue must have taught them everything she knew.
               “I am so Merlin. Nimue trapped me in a cave and I have come to restore Arthur. The world is in peril and only he can unite them.”
               “How can a long lost King unite a world that doesn’t believe in magic?” they asked. The energy dimmed around them. They were willing to listen.
               “Arthur is a legend to them. While the world is being suffocated, many still hold on to legends and myth. Arthur was named the Once and Future King. Some still await his return. A man who is so linked to myth and magic can restore faith in people again. Plus he is the only one who can unlock the power of Excalibur and open the gateway to the world of magic and bring back the magical beasts. Their connection to the land will help it heal.”
                The two looked at me. They stared at me for a time. They were thinking hard on what I said. I think in the end it sounded too hopeful for these lost guardians of the mist. “You lie. Arthur can only save them after they have destroyed themselves and the world is ready to be rebuilt. Our elders have deemed this to be true. They have also said to kill any who stumbled onto Avalon.” The magical energy built up again and this time was released. Two balls of blue fire lanced out at me. I parried them quickly with my staff. They sailed harmlessly into the water. I ducked as they sent a stream of lightning at me, which destroyed my boat.
                  “I had really hoped to put that back where I had found it,” I muttered. I lifted my hand and sent out a wave of condensed air which knocked the priestesses to the ground. I whispered a spell and a fog of sleep descended over them. Quickly I pulled one of their robes off and put it on. I drug the two women behind a bush. I didn’t have time for a more elaborate hiding spot. I also wove a web of magic around myself, giving me the appearance of a woman. From the beach I ran to the castle and slipped past a guard.
                  The castle was quiet and only a few people were walking around. From the Crystal Cave I had studied the rooms and layout of Avalon’s Castle carefully. I knew every inch of the place and exactly where Arthur was kept. There were two guards in front of Arthur’s chamber. I waved my hand in front of their faces and said my sleep spell. They slumped to the floor unconscious. I stepped over them and opened the door. It was a large room and decorated for a king. Golden curtains framed the windows. A large oak bed was off in a corner near a marble fireplace. All the furniture was ordained with gold and silver. My face twisted in an ironic smile. Arthur grew up as a simple man. He wasn’t big on finery. Even his chambers in Camelot were decorated in a simple way.
                 On the far side of the room a large stone coffin sat. On the top was carefully carven the image of Arthur holding Excalibur. On the verge of death he sent a knight of his, Sir Bedivere, off to cast Excalibur back into the lake. The sword was still at the bottom of the waters outside Avalon. Magically it has stayed hidden, awaiting the day for Arthur to reclaim it. That was ahead of me still. Now I stood over Arthur’s tomb. I raised my staff. White light gathered around it. I brought my staff down upon the carven image. There was a loud crack of thunder and the room burst into light. There was a commotion and the castle came to life.
         The light faded and the coffin was open. Arthur lay peacefully inside. His chest was bare, yet he still wore the plated leggings of his last battle. His thick brown beard was clean and his gold crown shone brightly. On his chest I could see no sign of Mordred’s strike. I dropped my staff and leaned over him. I put my left arm under his head and my right hand upon his chest. The door burst open. Five Avalonian Priestesses stood there. Their faces had long scowls. “What is the meaning of this?” they demanded.
           I ignored him and whispered in Arthur’s ear, “Come back to me, my boy.”
          Again the Priestesses spoke. I looked at them and let loose my magic. It swarmed around them as a blue dust cloud. They were frozen in place and mute. I turned my gaze back to Arthur. My right hand glowed white and I poured my magic into his body. Soon his eyes opened and he looked up to me.
          “Merlin? How? I thought Nimue had…”
I smiled down at him. “Much has changed Arthur. You’ve been healing for thousands of years in the care of Avalon. Nimue’s spell has ended and now you must reclaim your throne.”
          Arthur looked confused. “What? I’m tired Merlin, can’t I sleep a little longer? Mordred hurt me so much; I can still feel his blade in me. I’m tired, let me sleep.” His voice cracked and trailed off. It was rough after such a long time silent.
         “Arthur, Fate has brought you back. There is no time left for rest. When your purpose is done, you can rest. In you lies the whole hope of nations. During your reign you witnessed the death of the old ways, now you come to bring them back.”
         Arthur still looked confused.
         I chuckled. “All will be known in awhile, my boy. Come,” I helped him sit up. “Let’s get you up and about. There is much to see.”
         My mind raced back to the present. “Pay attention Merlin. You must do what you were created to do,” Eriu said.
         I looked at Eriu and realized that all this time, I have acted on her behalf. Not one thing I did was of my own free will. I was just her pawn, one she would destroy if it didn’t jump at her call. “Eriu, this ends today,” I said. “Enough have suffered because of your games. Arthur should have lived a simple life; instead his life was nothing but turmoil. I should never have been created. I am an anomaly in the world. I am a product of your sick manipulations.”
         Eriu’s face darkened. She held up one blood stained hand. “Nimue said the same thing. Look at what’s left of her Merlin.” She held her hand up high. “Look at the waste she became; nothing but a smear of blood on my hand. Do you really want to join her?”
         I held my staff out in front of me. Words of magic poured from my lips as a wall of pulsing blue light formed. “I shall send you away, Eriu. You shall no longer meddle in the world of Men. The time has come for free will!”
         “Look!” Rhine shouted, pointing upwards with her horn. Eriu and I both looked and saw it. The sky was empty of birds and bugs. No clouds hung in the sky, but the sun was dimming. Its light retreated and folded in on itself. In seconds night had descended, the sun’s light was gone. Few stars appeared, but slowly one by one they winked out. The blue light from my magic cast an eerie glow on the clearing. It was happening faster than last time. Eriu’s face was twisted in worry. My rebellion was forgotten. Her hands picked at each other like crows picking at a corpse. Rhine paced in the clearing, her head down. A lump formed in my throat and my stomach felt empty. I looked down and saw my hands shaking. I wrapped the magic around my staff. Blue light reformed into a torch.
          “Time is moving faster. Nimue was supposed to die sooner to buy us some time and your delay might have cost us everything,” Eriu muttered.
           It was then I remembered the spell. I reached out with my magic and felt Eriu. I wrapped her in it. I could feel Nimue’s spirit lingering on her body. I also felt the chains of magic about her. Nimue’s spell had been completed. It was my turn next. “Start the spell, Rhine,” I said. “We must hurry.” Now that the moment had arrived, I couldn’t turn from Eriu. She looked so fragile as existence began to unravel. I wasn’t sure if this was her hold on me or not, but I couldn’t do anything else. I had to start the spell.
           Rhine was ahead of me. She was already drawing symbols in the ground. Her horn moved quickly. The tip dug into the earth and moved with fluid grace. I walked over and wrote with my staff; slow sure movements. Eriu watched the sky. In a short amount of time the ground was covered, the blue light from my staff casting an eerie illuminance.
           There was a loud clap, as if a thousand storms hit at once. Rhine and I looked up and saw a new light form. It started as a pinprick in the night sky, but quickly grew. It was a white light, soft and soothing. Still it grew and grew and soon filled the sky. The light swirled and dulled as it grew. It looked like dry ice being spilled on the floor. The temperature around us dropped. I exhaled and saw a small cloud form and then dissipate quickly.
           “This is the end,” Eriu said. “The End of Time has arrived.” I swallowed hard. She was right. All across the universe stars were being extinguished. Energy and magic are colliding, building on each other, creating that swirling light. The light is moving from galaxy to galaxy, draining everything. Every life in the universe is suddenly ending, with no cause or reason. This is the end.
            “Merlin, if we fail here, you know what happens,” Eriu said.
            “Yes, that energy sits and all of existence is just a white light. Our spell is a catalyst to creation. We release the energy being stored in that white light and start time all over again. At least that is what you have told me.”
            She nodded. “Yes, then the gods can create everything from scratch and start anew.”
             “Only to go through this again,” I muttered.
             “Merlin you were created for this. You, the last wizard, are needed for this.”
             “Yes I know. Without me, Arthur would have died, and never been able to come back. If he wouldn’t have come back, the magical creatures would have stayed behind the Veil, thus never allowing the gods and goddesses back into this world. Their love is what cleansed the pollution of Man’s ambition from the earth. Also you need me to finish the spell and release that energy build up.”
             The wind began to swirl around us. The leaves danced in the air and my robes flapped violently. “Fate is a funny thing, Merlin. You know you cannot escape it. Nimue tried and look.” Eriu held out her hands again.
             “I know, Eriu, I know.” I couldn’t help but feel sad for myself and Rhine. We are tools for the Gods and there is nothing we can do. Like that time in the Crystal Cave I couldn’t escape. My senses were sharp this time; there was no need for them to be dulled. I had only two choices.
             “Do you need to go back, to live your life in reverse again?” Eriu asked. “That option is open to you, it always is. Sometimes you take it.”
             “You needn’t remind me,” I waved my hand at her, dismissing the idea. “I remember everything, but it will change nothing. I am destined to repeat it all anyways.”
             “So be it Merlin.” Eriu’s voice was flat and unemotional.
             The time was upon me. I was shaking uncontrollably now. Back in the cave I wasn’t this afraid. I knew for a fact that my isolation there would end. Now, I couldn’t help but worry this wouldn’t work. If I failed here, all of existence died along with me. Also if I failed, I beat fate, what many men try to do. I could accomplish an equally powerful goal. By failing I could show that a wizard created by fate could defy his maker and put an end to the gods’ control. Who knows, maybe time would restart itself and could progress without the interference of fate. Would that be such a bad thing?
            Out of the corner of my eye I saw Rhine circle me then run at me. Her head was down and that horn aimed right at me. Before I could react that cursed thing was in my body. The point tore through my skin with little pain. As it pierced tissue and cut organs I felt numbness. My blood flowed down that spiraled horn, mixing with Nimue’s blood. At least we are together in a strange way. Rhine backed away and I slid from her. My body fell to the ground, limp and unmoving. I was conscious through this all. I watched my blood continue to flow. It rushed into the symbols on the ground, filled up the grooves. A white fire ignited. The runes burned fiercely. Rhine and Eriu withdrew into the trees. “Farewell Merlin,” Rhine yelled. “I can’t wait until we meet again.”
            I smiled at that. Rhine was such a good friend. The swirling light in the sky closed in on me. The fires of magic burned and raged all around me. I could feel the chaos walk up and down my body at the same time life ebbed from me. The light came at me like an angry child. I saw faces in it. I saw Nimue’s face. She was smiling at me, like the first time I had seen her. I saw Arthur’s face. He had his kingly face on, carved apathy, with eyes that betrayed the fire within. I saw Rhine and Eriu looking at me with sadness. Lastly I saw my own face, old and bearded. I looked at myself with shock. Then my face changed and smiled. I couldn’t help but smile back.
            The light came down and touched the trees. Their branches and leaves dissolved. The magic fires around me raged and leapt up at the light. Ripples of blues and greens spread where the flames licked. The fire and light fought and mixed together. I felt the build up of energy then a sudden release as the light enveloped me. The numbness was gone. There was a sudden sharp pain as I felt my body being ripped apart, piece by peace. I felt alone in a void of pain, but then just as suddenly it was gone.
             I awoke in a strange place. I was screaming as loudly as I could, and kicking out at a forgotten woman holding me. My body was slick and sticky, as well as bare. The sharp cold air made me scream and kick all the more. I tried to form words, but only the screams came. The woman was smiling at me. She seemed so happy to just hold me. Her long curly brown hair smelled of herbs and the forest. Finally an older woman appeared and wrapped a blanket about me. It was warm and rough. I itched all over from it, but at least the cold was gone.
             The old lady wiped the goo from my face and make clucking noises. “You have a mighty fine boy there, Lady Aldan.” Behind the old lady I saw a pearl horn. I looked down the horn and saw the white unicorn. It was Rhine. I tried to speak, but only screamed.
             In my head I heard a voice, “Welcome back, Merlin.” It was soft and satiny. I was calmed and stopped crying.
             The woman holding me whispered in a weak voice, “Thank you, Elly. I couldn’t have gotten through the birth without you.”
             “Nonsense, a strong young lass like you could do anything. Just a shame the father couldn’t be here,” Elly said.
             A sadness passed over Aldan’s face. “He has no father, he is sireless.”
             Elly groaned, “Not that again. Lady you’ll get in trouble saying that all the time.”
             Aldan gave a tired laugh. “Anyways, Lady, what will his name be?” Elly asked as she began cleaning up.
            “I plan to call him Merlin,” Aldan said.

 

The Phoenix Sleeps

       Everyone dreams, but not everyone knows what a dream is. You see, dreams are not just images jumping around a sleeping mind; they are much more. Nightly visions are just as real as the waking world. People can live, travel, feel, and even die in dreams. What most remember are jumbled edited snippets of another life. That is why they seem to twist into the bazaar. Edit and speed through the waking world and it will be the same. Insight into the true meanings of dreams can come in a flash.
               Ross Cummings’ flash came around ten years ago. He had just graduated from college and had started a job in advertising. He had a vivid imagination, often able to take dull products like bird seed and make them exciting. Ross was good at his job and always felt that his ideas came from his dreams. He had always remembered his dreams well and kept a journal of them. He’d wake up and write down what had happened. Still one night he woke up from a dream and his body was in pain. He had gone to bed just like any other night. He didn’t eat any heavy foods or read or watch anything particularly disturbing. Yet, when he fell asleep he was taken to a strange place.
              Ross stood on a barren ground. It was cracked and red light seeped from these cracks. He smelled sulfur in the air and the horizon was full of thick dark clouds. He felt a rumbling beneath his feet and the churning and crunching of rock beneath. The air was hot and stale. Instantly he was afraid and felt exposed. Ross looked around frantically. All around the cracked black earth stretched. He ran in one direction. Nothing changed. Just the dark sky and the ground veined with red light. Ross tripped on one of the cracks and fell. A piece of rock cut his cheek. The pain rushed through him like fire. Ross yelled out. His voice echoed in the distance.
             Ross laid on the ground. He was too tired to move. His body felt heavy and useless. “Where am I?” he muttered.
              “You are home,” came a deep voice.
              Ross sat up. “What? Where are you?”
              “I am behind you Ross, where I have always been,” the voice said.
              Ross stood up and turned around slowly. Behind him he saw a large beast. It stood seven feet tall, had grey slimy skin which glistened in the red light. It was built solid with muscle everywhere. On its back stretched fleshy wings, thick with meat. Nothing could fly with those things. Its head was small and compact, with eyes as black as night and a mouth that was just a slit of silver. It gave a crude smile and Ross could only think of it as a demon.
              “Welcome home, Ross. Now die,” the demon roared and grabbed Ross’s arm. The beast’s touch was so cold it burned. With a flick of its wrist the demon broke Ross’s arm and flung him to the ground. It stood over him, looking at him. Drool oozed from long teeth. The hot liquid fell on Ross. The poor man was too scared to move. The pain from his arm was unbearable. He wanted to scream out in agony, but bit it back. He wasn’t going to give the demon that pleasure. The demon raised a mighty fist, held it in the air and was prepared to squish Ross.
             All around them, flame erupted from the ground and a loud bird-like screech filled the air. The demon paused and fright passed over its face. Its black eyes darted around. The flames licked at Ross, but he only felt comfort and peace. The demon danced in pain as the flames touched him. Something very odd was going on. “Come out Phoenix, I shall destroy you than finish my pleasure,” the demon yelled.
             From the sky an orange bird of flame descended on the demon’s head. Its claws tore away flesh. Red blood flowed down the demon’s face. Its arms waved frantically, trying to swat the bird away. The phoenix screeched again, a pillar of flame erupted from beneath the bird, engulfing both it and the demon. The twisting flame rose high into the sky. From within the flame the demon roared and screamed. The pain was growing in Ross’s arm and he looked away. The sounds faded after a time and the Phoenix stood over Ross. It reached down with its beak and gently rubbed Ross’s arm. The pain faded and bone and flesh reattached itself. Only a dull ache remained. Ross looked up at the Phoenix, teary eyed. “You,” he whispered. It was the same bird he based his seed jingle on. He reached out to touch the bird but it jumped to the air and flew off to the east.
             When Ross woke he still felt the dull ache in his arm. It was strange for him to feel such pain after the dream had ended. Then a thought occurred, “What if the dream was real?” That idea made him excited of course. All those fantasies night after night were the truth. It also dawned on him some of those dreams were dumb, like the one where he wore a pink tutu and danced on stage. Still he wanted to know for sure.
           Ross obsessed about his dreams after that. The dream journal became a ritual. Hours after he would wake up, Ross would write in it, and then pour over it. He’d made notes and formed ideas as to what each dream meant. This required him to get up earlier and earlier in order to get to work on time. The chore of going to work became worse. Ross would wake up and rush through his small apartment throwing on a suit. He would run outside to be greeted by a dull grey city. People rushed past him, on their way to work as well. He’d jump into the bustle. He would fight and push his way along. Poor people dotted the streets begging for money. Ross hid his face from them and walked along.
          Ross would finally reach work. There his co-workers shunned him. After the Sunburst Seed Company jingle, Ross became a favorite of management. When no new ideas came after that, management stopped caring about him, but his co-workers still didn’t like him. He was viewed as a fluke, a punk kid that got lucky once. He was given a small cubical that seemed to get smaller everyday. The walls closed in on him while he worked. Ross wanted to escape so much. He hated how people looked at him with disdain. When work was over he’d rush and fight his way back to his apartment. Once he took a wrong turn and was mugged.
          Ross was walking on the sidewalk in a strange neighborhood. The street was eerily quiet and nobody was walking except him. A man appeared from an alley with a knife in his hand. The blade looked silver in the moonlight. The image of the demon flashed in Ross’s head and he was afraid.
           “Give me your wallet,” the man shouted.
Ross was stunned. He couldn’t move. His arm hurt and he could feel the demon’s hand around it again.
           “Mother fucker; give me your wallet or I’ll cut you.” The man moved close to Ross and placed the blade along his cheek. The man moved the blade, cutting him like the rock had in his dream. Ross began to shake.
            The mugger punched Ross in the stomach and he fell to the ground. The man kicked him and Ross rolled over. He then knelt down and searched Ross’ coat and pants pockets. When he found the wallet, he kicked Ross again and ran away. Ross laid there moaning in pain for some time. Eventually he collected himself backtracked his steps and ran home once he knew where he was.
            Ross was desperate to enter the dream world like he had. He turned to science for help. Ross went to a sleep clinic. There the doctors explained to him that dreams were just the mind acting up during sleep. That it happened during REM sleep, when the eyes would move rapidly. They agreed to watch him sleep though, to see if there was something different about him. The next morning Ross saw that he only twitched and moved a lot while he slept. All the readings were normal.
             “Mr. Ross, are you satisfied that dreaming is just your imagination?” one scientist asked.
             “No, it can’t be. If it was that, how can I feel pain when I dream?” Ross replied.
            “You admitted that only happened once. You most likely had your arm in a strange position that night and your dream was your mind’s way of dealing with it.”
            Ross was angered by this. “You people think I’m crazy don’t you? Well I’m not! I’ll prove it.” Ross stormed out of the clinic.
Timed passed. Ross still wasn’t able to reach the level of dreams he wanted. He had found a book by Virgil Silmorian. Virgil claimed to be a dream walker and wrote on how dreams were real and his experiences with them. Ross studied the book religiously. Yet, the path to enlightenment was slow. Ross was rereading the book and came upon this passage.
             It takes a special type of dreamer to live and remember the lives lived when you sleep. Dream-walkers are what these men and women are. They are rare and it is a wonderful gift to have. Imagine walking the path of life every time you went to sleep. New and different lives every time, seeing wonders and being people unimagined; all this while living the waking one, the one of the “conscious” mind. To remember is to understand the essence of existence. Those that have this ability treasure it. Those that know of it desire it, and will do anything for it.
Sudden insight can make a person know the truth of sleep. It comes as a cold slap in the morning. You wake up after a night of dreaming drenched in a sticky cold sweat. Your muscles ache and your eyes cannot focus. Your bedroom seems a foreign place, this world scares you. Then memories of the dream sink in. The pain, emotion, and vividness clutch at your heart. Realization comes and no longer is sleep the domain of an unconscious mind; it is a battleground that calls out. It whispers of wishes and a thousand lives apart from the mundane. Through dream life, an unimportant paper pusher can become the king of a nation or the city dweller can visit places of true outdoor splendor. Desire can be fulfilled, and a boring waking world can give way to adventure, excitement, or contentment.
            Thousands try to forget it; the promise of wild fantasy is a lure too strong. In a blink the insight is banished, washed away with the eyelid wiping clean the eye. The person is left alone in a stifling blanket of comfort. Fewer latch onto the epiphany; striving to remember fully their dreams. They perform strange rituals or take drugs to enhance their dreams. Nothing works and they slowly go mad. Some become skilled dreamers; focusing their desire. They remember more and more each day, until at last at the hour of sleep they are transported to a new life.
            A warning to all those who wish to travel the path of the dream-walker: It is a long and dangerous road. As stated, there are forces out there that will attempt to destroy you. Demons lurk beyond consciousness. They are dark creatures that desire souls. The desperation of the dream seeker will call out to them. They shall come cloaked in the familiar. Before reason can set in, you shall belong to them. Beware the easy path. That is the way of demons.

           Ross was sick of the preachy nature of Virgil’s book. Drugs seemed to be the easy path, since Virgil warned against it. Ross left his apartment and went to the street. It was a major city and someone had to be selling something. He walked back to that neighborhood he was mugged at. He knew that if a mugger preyed there, that there must be a drug dealer near by. Most likely he was mugged so the man could buy drugs. By this time Ross didn’t care about his bodily health.
           When the sun set, a man approached Ross. He was dressed in a dirty brown trench coat. “You looking for a buzz?” he asked. His voice was as slick as a salesman. Ross knew that voice well and used to mimic it.
           “Who wants to know?” Ross said. He was careful. This could easily be a cop undercover. He learned of them that day. People he asked always asked if he was a cop first. He was warned they like to trap people.
          “A friend does. A friend that can help you get high.”
          “Is my friend a cop?”
          “No man! Don’t insult me like that. I’ve been watching you all day. People on this street work for me and they tell me you are cool and want to expand your consciousness. I have just the thing, my man.” The man reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a bag of white powder and a bottle of black pills.
         “What are they? If that is cocaine or heroin, I don’t want it. I want a hallucinogen.” Ross eyed the drugs. They weren’t want he expected.
         “These are the dreamer’s special. A small lick of the powder or one pill will send you a trip you wouldn’t believe. Everything you feel is real. They are a home brew of mine. Only I make the stuff. You dig?”
         The words stuck in Ross’ mind. It is as if this man knew exactly what he wanted. Had Ross said too much earlier? He couldn’t remember. The prospect of feeling his dreams was too much. Ross pulled out all his money and gave it to the man. “I want as much as that will buy.”
        The man’s eyes widened. “Sure, my man, anything for you.” The man counted the money and pulled out two bags of powder and three bottles of the pills. “Now be careful with this stuff. A little goes a long way. Come back to me when you want more.”
        Ross left the man full of hope. He went home and tried the powder. He dreamt that night of the demon again, but no phoenix saved him. There was no pain in the morning. Ross didn’t go to work. He took a pill and some powder. The dreams became clearer, but he felt nothing. He took more and more, and would return to the drug dealer often. Soon he lost his job and was taking the drugs regularly, hoping that something would break. In time, the dreams faded and Ross had to take more to dream. With all those drugs in his system, he didn’t sleep as long and started to forget his dreams.
         Ross was getting desperate then. He took more drugs and started popping sleeping pills. He would go days just sleeping and writing down what he saw. He forgot about getting a job, about his health, and about the world outside. All that mattered to him was dreaming and proving that dreams are real. This behavior has robbed him of his health. He is a pale man, thin as a wisp of smoke, with blood shot eyes, greasy hair, and an unkempt beard. On the anniversary of realization, he woke from a particularly unsatisfying dream.
         Ross had just finished writing in his dream journal. It wasn’t much, just a few short lines about fighting a giant rabbit. He put on his faded and torn robe and walked to the kitchen. He pushed discarded and old journals to the side with his foot, they littered his bedroom. The living room was void of furniture. Most of it sold to keep the apartment. Dirty clothes were everywhere. Ross was hungry, he hadn’t eaten in days. He poured himself a bowl of stale cereal and ate it dry over the sink. He flexed his right arm; he could still feel the ache from that old dream. Today it felt sharper, yet his arms weren’t hurt in the dream. In all likelihood his hands should be throbbing from punching that rabbit.      “Why?” he whispered in a cracked voice.
         Ross threw the dirty bowl into the sink and scuttled back to his room. He wanted to get in another dream before heading to the pawn shop to sell his toaster. He had the sleeping pills in his hand when a knock came to his door. Ross looked up puzzled. The rent wasn’t due for another week and his bookie wasn’t going to rough him up this soon after a big loss. “Go away,” Ross yelled. He didn’t have time for some door to door salesman or people begging for money. He needed it more than them anyway.
        The knock repeated. Ross sighed and put the pills down. “You sure are pushy,” he muttered. When Ross opened the door he was shocked. No big burly man or business looking guy was there. No, this was a woman. A very attractive woman dressed in a tight tank top, leather pants, long brunet hair, and green eyes staring back at him.

           “Hi Tiger,” she said and pushed her way in. Ross stared at her, open mouthed. “Nice place, I love how you have nothing but dirty underwear in your living room. Really adds to the flow,” she said.
          “What….what do you want?” Ross said.
          She looked at him with intense eyes. “I want you Ross, and I want to give you your greatest desire.” Ross returned her gaze. The green of her eyes swirled like fog sweeping across the beach. Fire was behind that gaze. She needed something from him, and needed it badly.
         Ross cleared his throat. He hadn’t been with a woman in years. That interfered with dreaming. If this was some horny neighbor he wanted her gone so he could go back to dreaming. “I’m sorry, but I’m not into having sex with strangers. So if you would just please leave and go find your piece of meat elsewhere, I’m busy.”
         He opened the door for her to leave. She let out a shrill laugh. “Even after so many years you are still just a pathetic man. I am not here for sex; I know that is not your desire. No, I’m here to give you the key to the dream world, to make you a dream walker, Ross.” Ross’ eyes went wide. “Yes, I know what you truly want and I can give it to you.”
        Ross let the door close slowly. She walked over and grabbed his right arm. Her touch was soft and warm, the years of stress melted away with that touch. “I know where it hurts, Rosssss,” she said. The ache in his arm intensified. He felt true pain there, as if the bone was being torn apart. He loved it.
         “H-h-how….?” he asked.
         “I know everything Ross. Think of me as your muse,” she said.
         “What is your name?”
         “My name is Evelyn, but please call me Eve.” Her free hand stroked his hair.
         Ross pulled free of her grip. “Wait, this isn’t right. How can this be? No, you must have heard about the crazy guy in apartment 413. It is well known here my thoughts on dreams. I have to put up with the landlord’s sly comments all the time. This isn’t funny, Eve.”
         “Fuck those losers Ross! They don’t know anything about the world. I am here to tell you that you have been right all these years. Everything you feel is right. Dreams are true and I can help you remember them all.” Eve walked around Ross. Standing behind him she said, “Do not push me away Ross. I’m your only hope.”
          Ross laughed. “Sure, you believe I’m right.” Ross was getting irate with her now. “This joke has gone on long enough. I don’t know if this is some sick game with your boyfriend, but I don’t want any part of it.”
          Eve moved up and placed her arms around his shoulders, her hands rubbing his chest. She curled a leg around him. She was coiled around Ross like a snake. “I do know,” she said. Her hot breath brushed against his cheek. “Last night you fought a giant rabbit on the plains of Nebraska. The rabbit ran your car off the road, ripped the door open and dragged you out. At that point you had muscles and the strength to fight him off. You two fought and you beat the rabbit bloody. Tell me I’m wrong, Ross. Tell me I’m wrong.”
         Ross swallowed hard. If it was possible, he would have gone even paler. In a chocked voice he said, “You’re right. That’s exactly what my dream was.”
          “The bloody face of that rabbit is still in your mind. Ross, I know it frightens you that your dreams have degraded into that.” Eve uncoiled herself from Ross. She walked to the window and opened the blinds. He looked to his room. His dream journal was shut, there is no way she could have seen what he had written. “I am here to restore your dreams to their former glory.” She turned and faced him. Those eyes were wide with desire. It moved across them like a rolling chaos.
             Ross shook his head, “You can’t help me. Nobody can. Trust me, I’ve tried.”
            “You mean those charlatans and drug dealers?” she hissed. “They don’t know anything about dreams, but they know you have money.” She walked into his bedroom.
            “Hey! Don’t go in there!” Ross yelled.
            Eve paid him no heed. She walked right to his dream journal and the bottle of pills next to it. She picked both up and held them out. “The journal is a good way to track dreams, but this?” She held the pills higher. “This is an escape, a vile temptation not worth your time.” She placed the book back down. She walked back to the window and opened it.
          “Hold it, you can’t throw those away!” Ross said in desperation. He rushed to stop her, but Eve tossed the pills out the window.
          “Oops,” she said in a childish manner.
          “You bitch!” Ross said and slapped her.
          Eve chuckled. “I like you more with fire, Ross. The pills are gone and already you’re starting to act like a man again.”
          “That is enough; I want you out of here. I’m calling the police.” Ross went to the kitchen and picked up the phone.
          “It won’t work, Ross. I’ve made it so we will have privacy. What I want to give you is special,” she cooed.
          The phone line was dead. Ross checked the cords, but everything was connected. “You’re a psycho. You cut my lines? How long have you been planning this?” He moved to the door.
          “Oh, I’ve been planning this for a long time my pet.”
          Ross tried the door but it wouldn’t open. The lock was unlatched but the knob wouldn’t budge. He whirled on her like a trapped dog. “I’ll just throw you out like you did my pills!” He rushed Eve.
          Eve rolled her eyes, sidestepped his clumsy attack and tripped him. Ross fell to the ground and slid into the wall. “Now you’re getting annoying Ross. Why don’t you shut up and listen to me. Or better yet, why don’t you have a dream?” Eve knelt beside Ross and punched him in the face.
          In the next instant Ross was standing on a cliff. In front of him stretched an emerald valley. In it there were sweeping fields of lush grass, dotted with patches of elegant trees. The trees reached heaven ward, waving to him. On the horizon, mountain tops cut into the sky. Their jagged peaks were snow capped and the sunlight lay upon them like a golden fleece. The wind picked up and he could smell the sweet sent of wild flowers. The wind was exhilarating. It was cool and crisp moving through his body. The hair on his arms stood up and a ticklish feeling spread all over his body. Ross took a long deep breath, exhaled and smiled. This was real, this couldn’t be a dream.
          Ross turned and saw something more beautiful than he could imagine. A city was set off in the distance. Ivory walls surrounded it, with tall towers of amethyst and onyx thrust upward. Exotic birds flew around the city gates, multicolored birds that resembled what peacocks would look like if they could fly like a finch. Homes of ornate gold and silver lined the cobble stoned streets. Set in the back of the city was a castle of sterling silver. The sun was sitting to the right of a tower, accenting the silver, giving it a fiery quality. His eyes ached at the sight; the beauty was overwhelming for him.
           Ross had an urge to go to that city. He took a step, but a screech halted him. It was a familiar sound, one from a dream from long ago. He turned and saw an orange red bird perched beside him. It looked at him and let out a squawk. It had a golden beak that curved slightly down. It spread its wings and took flight. Trailing the bird were long tail feathers with swirls of rainbow colors at the tips. Ross fell to his knees and wept.   “My phoenix,” he whispered. “You have come back.”
           The phoenix flew to the city and vanished. Ross was still on his knees trembling. He sobbed uncontrollably. The faint pat of bare feet on rock interrupted him. Ross looked up, his face drenched in tears, but his eyes strangely clear. He saw Eve standing before him. She was robed in a gown of white and her hair whipped wildly in the wind. She was beaming, her pearly white teeth shinning. She held out her hand. Ross took it and she pulled him to his feet and gave him a long tender hug. He cried into her shoulder.
             “There, there, my pet,” she said. “Now do you believe me?”
             Ross clutched to her grown as he sobbed and said, “How did you know? How can you do this?”
             “That doesn’t matter, Ross. All that matters is that I can. I can make it so all your dreams are like this; so that your phoenix can be a constant companion. I know the first time you met the phoenix. How in that dream it took flight as the sun rose. It flew to the east, as if it wanted to reach the sun itself. When you awoke the idea for the Sunburst Seed Company jingle was in your head. That jingle and ad campaign made you famous. It wasn’t long until you dreamt of fighting a demon. The demon broke your arm, but that very same phoenix came from the east and saved you. No longer will the phoenix sleep, Ross. No longer will you be alone and frightened.” Eve patted his back. “Now go to the city, where the phoenix waits.”
              She pulled away from Ross and pointed to the city. The sun was starting to set behind the city. He looked to her with a grateful smile. He ran to the city. His legs pumped as fast as they could. His heart was about to burst with joy. This was a true dream, better than reality. This was the life he wanted. Ross let loose a joyful holler. When he finally reached the city, large wooden gates opened before him. A brilliant light from a flying phoenix, with wings spread wide, blinded him. Ross held out his hands to the phoenix…
              Ross woke up, his head was aching. His jaw was on fire. Had he fallen out of bed? No, he looked up with blurry eyes and saw Eve kneeling beside him. “Ah, you’re back, Ross. How was the dream? Did you like the phoenix?”
             Ross wasn’t surprised she knew. That was her in his dream. They had shared the experience, he was sure of it. It was a dream she had sent him. Ross ran the back of his hand tenderly on her check.    “Thank you, Evelyn. I believe you now. You must be an angel sent to answer my prayers.”
             Eve grinned. “Oh, I am no angel, trust me.”
             Eve helped Ross to his feet. “Why did the dream end though? I was so close to the city. The gates had opened up, and the phoenix stood waiting with its wings open as if to engulf me.”
             Eve stood close to Ross and said, “You will have time enough to finish that dream and have a thousand more like it, but first I need something from you.”
             Ross looked startled. “You need something?”
             “Yes, but nothing like those drug dealers who mislead you.”
             Ross was puzzled. Something inside of him told him this wasn’t right. The free taste of his greatest desire, then to be taken away with a price tag now attached. Eve seemed different as well. She wasn’t so radiant anymore; her beauty had dimmed a bit. Her hair seemed flat and he saw blemishes on her skin that weren’t there before the dream. He looked into her eyes and they were no longer green. They had dulled to a grey. Ross was about to say something when Eve leaned over and kissed him. Her lips were soft. The kiss was passionate; Ross’ body came to life. He hadn’t felt this way since before discovering the true meaning of dreams.
              Eve pulled away. She was smiling. “Sorry, I couldn’t help myself. You just were so happy with my gift; I had to let you know how that made me feel.”
              Ross dismissed his thoughts. Maybe it was just a trick of the light making her seem different. It had been a long time since the curtains were pulled back. The sun was playing with his sight. That had to be it. Ross put his hands on her shoulders. “What do you want? I’ll give you anything.”
              Eve beamed. “I was hoping you’d say that. This may sound odd, but I am a lonely person. All I want in return for giving you the gift of true dreams, the kind that you desire, is for you to be with me, forever. I know I must sound like some childish little girl, but I need someone like you, Ross.”
              “So, for me to be a dream-walker, to walk through dreams like I do the waking world, all I have to do is be yours?”
              Eve nodded. “Yes, that’s all, nothing more.”
              Ross wasn’t thinking straight. The intoxication of the dream and her kiss flowed through his body like a drug. He hadn’t felt this alive in a decade. He didn’t care what she wanted, he was about to agree to anything. Without thinking of what she had in mind Ross answered, “Of course, I pledge myself to you, forever.”
             The room darkened. Eve moved back from Ross. Her innocent smile faded to be replaced with something more sinister. “This gets easier every time.”
              “What?” Ross said. He felt cold all of a sudden. He let out a breath; it was a cloud rolling from his lips. Ross began to shiver, the temperature was dropping fast. “What is going on? Is this another dream?”
              “No Ross, this is more real then anything.” Eve knocked Ross to the ground. “Never talk to me without me addressing you, pet.”
              Ross looked up to her stunned. “Why?” Eve slapped Ross’ face. It stung even more from the cold. Anger flared in Ross and he stood up. Before he could say anything Eve’s hand was around his throat and she lifted him off the ground. She held him there. Her finger nails dug into his skin, causing little rivers of blood. Panic gripped Ross. He kicked out at Eve. She squeezed harder. Ross felt light headed.
              “Impudent little pet. Listen well. You are mine, you pledged yourself to me. I am your Master. Don’t ever attack me again.” Eve threw Ross across the room. He crashed through the wall into his kitchen. He turned over and groaned. He was covered in dust and plaster; he looked as if he was rolled in flour. She walked over to Ross. “I suppose it will help if you know what I am. I’ll have enough time to beat you into submission. You see, I am a succubus. I’m a demon that takes men and makes them my slave. Your angel comment was very amusing. Your phoenix sleeps, Ross. You’ll never see it again. You will dream what I tell you to dream and you will do my bidding.”
               “Why?” Ross croaked.
               Eve jump next to him and bit his cheek. By now the cutting of his cheek felt comfortable. He almost welcomed it. “You are a desperate man, Ross. Your soul lies in tatters from your quest to become a dream-walker.” Dream-walker came slowly from her mouth. She turned and spat, as if the words were poison. “My kind as been interested in you for a long time, Ross. The mugger and the drug dealer were demons as well. Their methods are different from mine and I really hate losing such a precious morsel to them. If it makes you feel better, I have sent them back to Hell. Nobody steals my food. You will be very tasty, Ross. Oh, I shiver with excitement at what I’m going to do to you.” She chuckled and licked his ear. She pulled away and stood over him. Her eyes were a black void now.
                Ross felt empty inside. He looked up at her in horror. His neck was slick with his blood. He coughed and a white cloud surrounded him. Eve leaned close to him, her nose touching his. A twisted smile spread on her face, revealing teeth that now went to a point. She kissed him again. This time is was violent. Her teeth tore his skin. He could taste his blood and felt her forked tongue lick it up. Eve pulled away, her mouth crimson. “Welcome to Hell, Tiger.”

 

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